I have many conversations with ex's/spouses/children and we often discuss how off this "sodom" soyciety is these days and is not nearly close to what we remember as contributing members of a moral society we thought we were living in.. the Milgram experiment often comes up where 20% of the society has a bit of a brain [5% of that 20% will act]; 65% to 80% has the woke entitled mind virus and is clueless and will hurt others based on instruction or what they consider are the rules as imposed by their handlers; the narc (ex spouse in my case)...
Throughout my journey I also receive many thanks for being open about my and my kids story (includes media and actual conversations of my past to show them i am being open and honest) which has helped them a great deal; including the russian roullette in the form of the jabs [https://x.com/iluminatibot/status/1703733037249511653?t=-RGB1xFxeeiWyeehPLbhHQ&s=08]- this alone brings me purpose to know that i am helping our future in the form of children and as im still fighting for access for my boys (which i will die for). In those conversations i often step in and help people back from the edge of desperation when drastic measures like suicide or self harm as the pressures of the world plus the societal breakdown bears down on them. I have also had friends crawl out of the word work and support me in the worst of times; so now I'm paying it forward - its amazing how quickly you figure out how false people are when you a in dire need of support yourself and only few show up to help you with any meaningful intent. One day ill introduce my boys to these adults and children whom we have helped as their story (my boys and i) kept them from doing harm to themselves as they realize all is not lost and there is still lots to live for.
The societal input comes in many forms - particularly the narc's irrational delusional necessity to win at all costs is a result through the formation of the society at this time (ill provide more examples of this in future posts - it is the 4th turning - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOMtvOqmTmE); (i was even threatened by the second person she cheated (whom had been cheated on ; but that's for another entry) with to be stuck in courts for the next few years with no regard for the children and blatant threats which i have recordings of saying i wont be seeing my boys) and leads to an overall crisis in the form of:
- moral decay
- loneliness
- ethics that are an abortion of natural law to suit retarded dopamine needs (its a narc thing)
- a level of entitlement due to shallowness, narcness and sociopathy
- a acceptance that evil ego (satanic, gin, wetiko, negative behavior etc.. whatever - many cultures and many backgrounds) and the mind virus has set in that promotes some level of extreme stupid debaucheries of self indulgence..
- medical/pharma stupidity (no one should be putting any jabs in kids that has not been tested - or comes with any disclosure of what is in the cocktail - pure idiocy for those that jabbed their kids.)
- MSM media pushing the moral decay (i have so many examples of this - still in draft)
We often turn to our input findings when it comes to the other spouse that cheated/fallen off the wagon/ midlife crisis/debaucherized values and then recognized patterns all through trial and error:
- hidden family background (blocks you via court from talking to her family as they like you -- but the narcs family goes around the narcs back and comes forward and tells you the truth anyway)
- revelations of sorts that were so well hidden; all lies fall apart at some point.
- drug abuse - both pharma and street drugs - these days comes in the form of SSRI's and SSNI's and mixing with other chemicals - ie. alchohol, drugs etc.
- magnetism towards filthy behavior - hanging around swingers, and being around really shitty people, attachment to hate and hurful subjects (my ex was fascinated by the rwandan genocide in all the gruesome detail as well as was fascinated by the many shades of grey; her new friends are just as messed up based on what they were sending her (these are middle aged women and im amazed - it grossed me out as a guy)... including addiction to barf buckets at cross fit. --- i should have ejected a long time ago for my boys sake but i stuck it out due to some very poor non realistic advice - empathy and am an optimism is my downfall as well)
- inability to have long-term relationships (i should have asked more questions - but i felt sorry for her early in the relationship and believed her bs story she is probably using to this day)
- finds happiness in talking about others behind their back and tries to drag you into their low brow discussions.
- godlessness or fascinated with a hateful god - pure narc sociopathy
After finding out about a lot of the content noted above and then some (future posts) i feel sorry for the individual still; despite all that has gone on the last half decade.
The negative output:
- children caught in the middle - normally one spouse doesn't want this but the narc tends to use the children as fodder to feed the narctastic sociopathic energy sucking vampirism.
- alienation
- mental health crisis (entire fractured family)
- devolution of society on a more macro level
- addictions
- life of sodom essentially
That's enough for now.. i have to do some more redacting as the truth is published; GB
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